Im listing to Jason Upton (a christian singer) and i get so overwhelmed wen i hear that song by him "In your Presence" I always brake down and cry. I pray that i make a good example so i can have an effect on someone. I love God so much and im tired of back sliding. My mom is an alcoholic and im living with my B.F. i moved in wit him to get away from all tha alcohol cuz i hate how they act wen there (my mom and step dad) are drunk. And since ive been living wit him i havent been going to church regularly. but im still telling God EVERYTHING cuz i dont want to lose my relationship with him. I have been to the Ramp since ive been here though. i just wanted to share wit u guys or whoever reads this, my heart. I love God SO much and i never want to be away from him. so plz pray for me that i can start going to church regularly and that God keeps his hand on me. well ne way heres the lyrics to tha song plz take the tym to if not read them then listen to the song its amazing how God touches your heart

heres the link to tha song --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vatfnKrFzyI

heres tha lyrics

Father I am waiting,
I need to hear from You.
To know that You're approving
of what I say and do.

Cause nothing really satisfies
like when You speak my name.
So tell me that You'll never leave
and everything will be okay.

In Your presence, all fear is gone,
in Your presence.                     
In Your presence, is where I belong,  
in Your presence.                     

Father I'm returning
to things I used to do.
Cause somewhere on the journey
I think I lost hold of the truth.

But nothing really satisfies
like when You speak my name.
So tell me that You'll never leave
and everything will be okay.

In Your presence, all fear is gone,  )
in Your presence.                    ) 
In Your presence, is where I belong, ) 
in Your presence.                    ) 2x